This is Yuna live at the school library and I am just enjoying it at the moment! My 5th period teacher has been out for several days already and the stuff I’m suppose to grade, I already finish before the bell rings. Far too easy really, but that's because I was grading them as a completion grade. And the teacher’s laptop is locked but I have my solutions, the library is always my number one place if I need peace, quiet, or a computer to type on.
I don’t know why but being around books always gives me this fluttering feeling of pure joy, just the thought of being here makes me want to smile all the time. I’m so attached to them, heck I own almost three hundred of my own (did I say that in my bio….whatever, I’m proud of that fact anyway), so in other words I am very, very happy at the moment. It reminds me of the time I was looking at two books at Wal-Mart and I realized I could only buy one. Fortunate for me, my cousin from North Carolina was visiting and let’s just say when she told me she would buy the other one for me, I REALLY embarrassed her and my sister. And that was an amusing day, filled with personal triumph from my happy squeals ^_^
As far as what I am doing, I’m mostly thinking and planning over future projects that some are almost ready to begin and others that are in motion. So far my biggest is my RP’s, which currently I am in two and about to join one (I got sent a word doc for it….lots and lots of pages to read O.o). I’m doing well with keeping up with them, and writers block doesn’t seem to be affecting me like normal which I am ever so grateful for. These things are too damn fun!
Next is a story based off a series of characters made by my wonderful Rebecca. As she was telling me about it—describing each character and their woes—I suddenly got these floods of ideas and I just have to write it. I tried doing the same thing for another friend when I was in the 8th grade with her characters, it’s all planned and everything but it’s now a project needed redone (at least I still have the character sheets). Anyway, the story is falling into play and I am starting to write out the prologue, once I get more details about the characters I will make a post for what the story is about. A project that I am most excited about.
Next of course is my many…many…many short stories that I am trying to finish. Some are typed, some are written, and some written are ready to be typed out. Plus I am trying to finish two that were requests which I feel bad about not being able to continue working on -_-. Slowly but surely these will be done or my name isn’t Yuna! If you want to look at some that are up online, my deviant art page has those, poems, and even pictures and drawings.
Then there is one of my many personal projects that are much more chaotic to finish and always gets under my skin…singing projects. Once again there is the link to my YouTube but do heed the warning next to it. I’ve gotten plenty of good comments, but there is the occasional ones that point out mostly the flaws. News flash, the ones they comment on are from when I sucked even then, and had crappy equipment (before I discovered a good microphone and Audacity). I like to sing for fun, not for the fame. So if you want to comment make nice critique if you will. That’s all for that.
And of course besides whatever else I need done for school, I’m also in the making of designing tattoos. My sister’s friend saw me sketching my favorite knife (I’m not going to lie it turned out REALLY well) now he’s paying me to do his full arm. Then my parents and my sister want me to do the same, of course they are not paying. But oh well.
In other news things are not going back to the up and down factor, which makes me wonder if I could use for posts. I have a few planned already so they will come eventually.
And finally one, more question…
How the heck do I end up finish typing just as the bell rings, this is the third time already! And I seriously don’t want to go to math at the moment…*sigh*
<3
Friday, September 24, 2010
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Turning Over A New Leaf
Goodness me, so many new changes happening around here. Some good, some bad, and some that ended up just plain ugly, all almost completely unpredictable. Still is, but I’m learning how to deal with it better so I’m not so taken back by whatever happens next. Although to be honest, the situations in which I find myself in—whether by my own choice or not—seems to be getting worse somehow. All in which left me filled with harmful emotions that nearly took me to the edge of the abyss. What could be the cause of my emotional distress? Well it has to do with the one word that I’m pretty sure no kid ever wants to hear…
Divorce
Unfortunately, I’ve been dealing with this for about six months. I know that all that has happened is something that I can never erase from my mind because it was far too traumatizing, but I want to be able to go about my valuable time without having to remember the specific day where it went down hill. I sadly remember everything from the day, to the time, where I was, what was said, and how I felt (this I especially want to forget), otherwise I end up in a sort of depressed state for a day or so.
As to what happened, I may tell you guys about it, once it’s not so much of a sensitive subject. But it certainly led to far too much fighting than usual, nasty words shouted left and right, and often…oh I won’t get to the last part. Every now and then I let myself have a good cry to kind of get it out, and it helps in so many ways. How I can describe how I’m handling this, you could say I am sort of grieving for the things I lost. No more can my family be together like we had been before and it honestly leaves this terrible pain inside. Sure we were never the greatest family, but when it came to the fun times they seemed pure and real to me. Now that I look back it seems like it’s been nothing more than a illusion, I was naïve and blind to the reality underneath the good.
So I got that out. Now things are slowly(?) getting better, I finally got away from my old house—too many bad memories from a while back—and into a new house. Granted it is a bit small but it’s nice and perfect in a way. I actually plan on making a little video log and give a little tour of the place. I don’t know how many people would actually watch it but it’s worth a shot. :D
Let’s see what else…well…I got moved into American History Honors now. Same teachers just 1st and 3rd got switched. Other than that, that is all and once again I am posting just as the bell rang. XD
<3
Divorce
Unfortunately, I’ve been dealing with this for about six months. I know that all that has happened is something that I can never erase from my mind because it was far too traumatizing, but I want to be able to go about my valuable time without having to remember the specific day where it went down hill. I sadly remember everything from the day, to the time, where I was, what was said, and how I felt (this I especially want to forget), otherwise I end up in a sort of depressed state for a day or so.
As to what happened, I may tell you guys about it, once it’s not so much of a sensitive subject. But it certainly led to far too much fighting than usual, nasty words shouted left and right, and often…oh I won’t get to the last part. Every now and then I let myself have a good cry to kind of get it out, and it helps in so many ways. How I can describe how I’m handling this, you could say I am sort of grieving for the things I lost. No more can my family be together like we had been before and it honestly leaves this terrible pain inside. Sure we were never the greatest family, but when it came to the fun times they seemed pure and real to me. Now that I look back it seems like it’s been nothing more than a illusion, I was naïve and blind to the reality underneath the good.
So I got that out. Now things are slowly(?) getting better, I finally got away from my old house—too many bad memories from a while back—and into a new house. Granted it is a bit small but it’s nice and perfect in a way. I actually plan on making a little video log and give a little tour of the place. I don’t know how many people would actually watch it but it’s worth a shot. :D
Let’s see what else…well…I got moved into American History Honors now. Same teachers just 1st and 3rd got switched. Other than that, that is all and once again I am posting just as the bell rang. XD
<3
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Rise of A New Era (yeah right)
A new year, a new blog. Actually my old one I had accidentally deleted (don’t ask me how it just happened lol) so this was born out of the ashes. But it’s alright; it’s time for something fresh anyway. So as I ponder over what to say in this post, I shall tell you of what has been going on these past few weeks.
So few know, I have finally reached my junior year of high school. I can tell you so far it is one lonely kick in the ass. Lonely is because my beloved friends had reached the end of their high school days and are now enjoying their days of college or whatever else they do. But I has my darling daddy/grandpa Becca, so it’s a mix of goodness and nostalgic love.
And a kick in the ass?
Yes, lots of stuff going on. My teachers this year are a pretty good mix of fun and seriousness, it is just too bad about how much the scheduling in the school got royally f***ed up. But we won’t worry about that. With that and now the school play, it is quite a hassle right?
Wrong.
With the play, I’m just part of the Running Crew. Meaning that I don’t have to be at any of the rehearsals until around October for tech rehearsals, my only job (actually it consists of me and two other people) is to move props around swiftly and silently during the actual show. Hopefully that I can do without problem, though I am a bit sad I’m not part of the actual cast I can suck it up. A positive side of this is that I can go to rehearsals anytime I wish…it’s just a matter of getting a ride home is the issue. But it’s nice to know that I can do something other than go home (if I can call it that any more) and be in a fun environment.
So with that it might be fun to tell all you readers about my schedule and classes. Granted the first day, things got switched around so I was practically lost on the first day, because I’m just that silly. For those who don’t know how my school works, we have odd and even days. Odd days are periods 1, 3, 5 (this one we have every day), and 7. Even days are 2, 4, 5, and 6. Enough said, here is the list of places I have to be for six hours a day, starting with odd days:
1st, American History: Apparently the room I’m in is the old detention room, which made me laugh when I heard that. My teacher is a sweet lady, she taught middle school kids before, not sure how she got into the high school business. The work she gives us is really easy so I’m always done early. She, like most teachers, is fun to have as a teachers but she expects us to get our shit done. The class is a mix of juniors and seniors, so that’s to be expected.
3rd, Acting 2: Ahh Building 6, how you make my heart sing…and how you kill me with laughing fits. So far the things we have done in that class leaves me with a good feeling inside. The teacher (one of two that run the drama department) has started this thing where she would post quotes on the board, we write them down, take the time to TRY and think about them, and then we discuss them at the end of the week. And by God are they refreshing, it really makes you see things through the theatre eyes in a way, actually there is no way I can describe it. It’s one of those things you really have to experience for yourself, then again that’s really my opinion.
5th, Teachers Aid: To be truthful, I was actually aiming for T.V. Productions at first, but ended up here thanks to the schedule funk. But to be more truthful, I didn’t even know what class this was at first. Once I found out, I knew EXACTLY which teacher I would love to work for—Mrs. Johnson. She was my Creative Writing teacher in my sophomore year and by far one of my favorite teachers around. She is just sweet and caring, with her own…unique sense of humor; but we all played along. She is the teacher who granted me the nickname ‘Her Perkiness’, for my very cheerful disposition. No other words can describe how much I admire this awesome teacher who came from Canada. P.S. This is where I’m doing blogging and RP’s until further notice.
7th, Environmental Science: The class is actually really easy, the teacher is awesome, and sadly not much else to say. Well there is the fact that some of the kids in that class look at me like I’m from a different planet. Why? It’s just because I am either reading or writing, that’s it. To prove a point on something, I gave a simple, three sentence explination on how you can brew part of a rose into tea and it would help with colds. The reaction I got from the class was priceless, I was bombarded with questions—sad and silly questions—and I simply sat there and shook my head. Fun afternoon that was.
Now for even days~
2nd, English 3: This is a class I would consider as my favorite, even if it’s all vocabulary and an project already, it’s an awesome class. The teacher has her fun moments, but she is mostly 100% serious and I have a lot of respect for her because of it. Since it’s morning and lately I am having a hard time keeping myself going until later in the day, this class is a real kick in the butt so I’m wide awake for this.
4th, Chorus: It was funny on day one, a lot of people came up and asked me ‘You can sing?’ I know I’m NO WAY a wonderful singer, but as far as my standards go I do an ok job. My buddy there has been in that class pretty much all of her high school years I would think (too bad she’s graduating this year), and she’s a wonderful music person. She has been a great help trying to get me to sing better, as far as being louder and proper breathing. I’m starting to see that I need to work on a few things…but I’m getting better.
Like I said, 5th every day, so if you skipped it before then you better scroll back up. ^_^
6th, Math College Readiness: Aye math. My toughest subject, sometimes I wish I had a bit of Miss Snuggles math genius built into my brain…I am her granddaughter :P. But anyway, this class is for those who passed the math portion of FCAT last year, a mix of Geometry and Algebra (bleh). Again its mostly a easy class, the teacher is a bit jumbled up but she’s alright.
Whew, finally got this typed out (no computer equals major setbacks). I have a few more things planned out so expect more to come. And if anyone wants me to work on a specific topic, please leave me a note in the comments below. Now if you will excuse me…I finished just as the bell rung, yikes.
<3
So few know, I have finally reached my junior year of high school. I can tell you so far it is one lonely kick in the ass. Lonely is because my beloved friends had reached the end of their high school days and are now enjoying their days of college or whatever else they do. But I has my darling daddy/grandpa Becca, so it’s a mix of goodness and nostalgic love.
And a kick in the ass?
Yes, lots of stuff going on. My teachers this year are a pretty good mix of fun and seriousness, it is just too bad about how much the scheduling in the school got royally f***ed up. But we won’t worry about that. With that and now the school play, it is quite a hassle right?
Wrong.
With the play, I’m just part of the Running Crew. Meaning that I don’t have to be at any of the rehearsals until around October for tech rehearsals, my only job (actually it consists of me and two other people) is to move props around swiftly and silently during the actual show. Hopefully that I can do without problem, though I am a bit sad I’m not part of the actual cast I can suck it up. A positive side of this is that I can go to rehearsals anytime I wish…it’s just a matter of getting a ride home is the issue. But it’s nice to know that I can do something other than go home (if I can call it that any more) and be in a fun environment.
So with that it might be fun to tell all you readers about my schedule and classes. Granted the first day, things got switched around so I was practically lost on the first day, because I’m just that silly. For those who don’t know how my school works, we have odd and even days. Odd days are periods 1, 3, 5 (this one we have every day), and 7. Even days are 2, 4, 5, and 6. Enough said, here is the list of places I have to be for six hours a day, starting with odd days:
1st, American History: Apparently the room I’m in is the old detention room, which made me laugh when I heard that. My teacher is a sweet lady, she taught middle school kids before, not sure how she got into the high school business. The work she gives us is really easy so I’m always done early. She, like most teachers, is fun to have as a teachers but she expects us to get our shit done. The class is a mix of juniors and seniors, so that’s to be expected.
3rd, Acting 2: Ahh Building 6, how you make my heart sing…and how you kill me with laughing fits. So far the things we have done in that class leaves me with a good feeling inside. The teacher (one of two that run the drama department) has started this thing where she would post quotes on the board, we write them down, take the time to TRY and think about them, and then we discuss them at the end of the week. And by God are they refreshing, it really makes you see things through the theatre eyes in a way, actually there is no way I can describe it. It’s one of those things you really have to experience for yourself, then again that’s really my opinion.
5th, Teachers Aid: To be truthful, I was actually aiming for T.V. Productions at first, but ended up here thanks to the schedule funk. But to be more truthful, I didn’t even know what class this was at first. Once I found out, I knew EXACTLY which teacher I would love to work for—Mrs. Johnson. She was my Creative Writing teacher in my sophomore year and by far one of my favorite teachers around. She is just sweet and caring, with her own…unique sense of humor; but we all played along. She is the teacher who granted me the nickname ‘Her Perkiness’, for my very cheerful disposition. No other words can describe how much I admire this awesome teacher who came from Canada. P.S. This is where I’m doing blogging and RP’s until further notice.
7th, Environmental Science: The class is actually really easy, the teacher is awesome, and sadly not much else to say. Well there is the fact that some of the kids in that class look at me like I’m from a different planet. Why? It’s just because I am either reading or writing, that’s it. To prove a point on something, I gave a simple, three sentence explination on how you can brew part of a rose into tea and it would help with colds. The reaction I got from the class was priceless, I was bombarded with questions—sad and silly questions—and I simply sat there and shook my head. Fun afternoon that was.
Now for even days~
2nd, English 3: This is a class I would consider as my favorite, even if it’s all vocabulary and an project already, it’s an awesome class. The teacher has her fun moments, but she is mostly 100% serious and I have a lot of respect for her because of it. Since it’s morning and lately I am having a hard time keeping myself going until later in the day, this class is a real kick in the butt so I’m wide awake for this.
4th, Chorus: It was funny on day one, a lot of people came up and asked me ‘You can sing?’ I know I’m NO WAY a wonderful singer, but as far as my standards go I do an ok job. My buddy there has been in that class pretty much all of her high school years I would think (too bad she’s graduating this year), and she’s a wonderful music person. She has been a great help trying to get me to sing better, as far as being louder and proper breathing. I’m starting to see that I need to work on a few things…but I’m getting better.
Like I said, 5th every day, so if you skipped it before then you better scroll back up. ^_^
6th, Math College Readiness: Aye math. My toughest subject, sometimes I wish I had a bit of Miss Snuggles math genius built into my brain…I am her granddaughter :P. But anyway, this class is for those who passed the math portion of FCAT last year, a mix of Geometry and Algebra (bleh). Again its mostly a easy class, the teacher is a bit jumbled up but she’s alright.
Whew, finally got this typed out (no computer equals major setbacks). I have a few more things planned out so expect more to come. And if anyone wants me to work on a specific topic, please leave me a note in the comments below. Now if you will excuse me…I finished just as the bell rung, yikes.
<3
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